Wisdom?

I guess that last post was cathartic. I expressed a load of pent-up emotions and got it out of my system and am consequently now feeling much better.

I don't suppose I'll ever fully get over my problems. I've had attempts at counselling in the past but it doesn't offer (me at least) any kind of resolution.

Part of the problem is you can't resolve issues that involve other people unless they're part of the process (which in my case they're not) and in this I am reminded of the serenity prayer:

God grant me the serentity to accept the things I cannot change

The courage to change the things I can

And the wisdom to know the difference

I can't change my past and maybe one day I'll gain some serenity over it...but it's damn slow coming...at least I have the wisdom to see things as they are now - I don't hold all the anger I once did but, from time to time, it all gets a bit much.